Thursday, July 5, 2012

Emotions Like Scrambled Eggs

All the emotions are being felt like scrambled eggs... isolation, attitude, sadness, faith, hope, despair, as I continue through these weeks... I have a MRI  scheduled for Tuesday the 10th.. Hopefully it will bring us closer to what treatment will be taken... I know surgery is coming but just not how extensive... What seems to bother me the most is to view outside or take a ride to town and see everything dead or dying... The corn is now done for in our area and beans so will be without the forecast of rain... We have had days and days of high 90's and 100's with another week to come... Over 100 again today... I so wish I could endure heat but never have been able to ... I get ill... The pool has been a blessing that I can go to it and cool down as we do not have air.... I have never experienced the lack of rain and the temperatures here in Ohio like this year.... Many sad faces on farmers and worried words...
   Although I haven't been posting much I have been reading others blogs and enjoying them... I do not like to post if it is not a positive and inspirational but there are times in our life when it is just not like that... Many of you have been attending flea markets and other forms of shopping and adding lovely and unexpected things to your home making them your own... I love seeing others expressing their creative spirit and finding re-purpose...
    I am sure I will have a few talks with God again today, as it seems there is a very long waiting list as many are dealing with loss homes, power outages, loss of all kinds... My special  wish for you today is your day be very blessed and you have the wisdom to know and enjoy every moment of it....

4 comments:

Ira Huberts said...

Oh Marietta, these must be difficult times for you, wish I was a bit closer so that you could talk and I would listen to you... Please know that I'm with you in my thoughts and always wish you nothing but the best. Sending blessings and big hugs your way, love, Ira xox
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Deanna said...

Hello. It has been a very long time since stopping by your blog. Not sure what you are going through right now...perhaps if I go further back in your blog I will read what you are facing in your life right now. God is never too busy for someone who is ernestly reaching out to Him in time of need. I know that He loves us and wants a rightful and personal relationship with Him. God bless,
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Sandi said...

Oh Marietta I am so sorry for all you are going through!! I pray you have answers to your health problems soon and that God will give you peace throughout that journey. :)

We need rain so bad. I can't remember the last time it was like this...so awful,but He is in control so we need to trust in Him.
Hugs~

Ruth Kelly said...

I've missed your blogs. I hope they find a solution to your health problems. It can be very discouraging when they don't. My prayers will be sent your way and heavenward.